all I wanna do is take your money! seriously. :D

tagged by mother cheska. :D

kung sino man ang nag-umpisa nang ganitong style, pagaya ahh. J

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1. Put your iPod (or MP3 player, iTunes, etc.) on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must write that song name down no matter how silly it sounds!
4. Tag friends who might enjoy doing the note as well as the person you got the note from.


IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Jason Mraz – I’m Yours
well, open up your eyes and see like me

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Yuki - Fuganaiya
let me give what comes after the rain

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A BOY?
Hanako Oku – Kawaranai Mono
your eyes, your trembling voice… in the crowd of strangers, I ran after you

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE? (ano to? super walang konek!)
Paramore – That’s What You Get

that's what you get when you let your heart win. whoa.

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Sublime – Santeria
what I really want to say I can’t define

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Coheed and Cambria – Bye Bye Beautiful

good eye sniper… bye bye beautiful


WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Dashboard Confessionals – Screaming Infidelities
and as for me I wish that I was anywhere, with anyone, making out (joyce: weh? for real?)

WHAT IS 2+2?
Streetlight Manifesto – The Saddest Song
I just know I’m going to drown… And you’ll try to explain as the blood leave all your veins

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Taking Back Sunday – There’s No ‘I’ in TEAM
and if we go down, we go down together

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Saosin – Time After Time (their acoustic version)
caught up in circles, confusion is nothing new

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
The Beatles – In My Life
there are places I remember… all these places have their moments, with lovers and friends I still can recall… in my life, I’ve loved them all

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Reel Big Fish and Save Ferris – She Has A Girlfriend Now

She has a girlfriend now… she said she found someone who’s gonna hold her hand, she said she found someone who’s gonna understand

try listening to this song, it's kind of a LESBIAN's type of song. hahahaha. :D

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
The Fray – All At Once
perfection will not come… we’d never know what’s wrong without the pain, sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Pussycat Dolls – Stick Wit U
nobody gonna love me better, im’a stick with you

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Voltes V – Chichi wo Motomote
perhaps there will be a brilliant night

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Bob Marley – One Love
saying, ‘one love, one heart, let’s get together and feel alright’

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Britney Spears - Circus
well baby, I’m a put-on-a-show kind of girl (joyce: nakakagulat! hahaha. ASA.)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
The Moldy Peaches – Anyone Else But You
up up down down left right left right B A start, just because we use cheats doesn’t mean we’re not smart, I don’t see what anyone can see in anyone else but you

WHAT IS WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
David Archuleta - Crush
this crush ain’t going away

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
The Carpenters – Rainy Days and Mondays
talking to myself and feeling old, hanging around, nothing to do but frown

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Matisyahu – King Without A Crown

looking up the sky and searching beneath the ground

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
The Aquabats – Lovers of Loving Love
funny faces in sunny places… I’m so happy, I’m so happy

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Backstreet Boys – Shape of My Heart
looking back on the things I’ve done, I was trying to be someone

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Dashboard Confessionals – This Brilliant Dance
yes, this is love for the first time

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Saosin – Plays Pretty For Baby
your crying made me miss my favorite part

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Miley Cyrus – 7 Things
you love me, you like her

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Keahiwai - Falling
that I think i’m falling, maybe I’m falling

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Taking Back Sunday – Make Damn Sure
i just wanna break you down so badly, in the worst way

nilagay ko lang yang line na yan kasi mukhang may koneksyon sa "HURT" pero di dun sa tanong. hahaha. :D

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Mia – Paper Planes
all I wanna do is take your money

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ayun, wala na yata akong ma-tag. :)

share. :)

don't grumble because you don't have what you want; be thankful you don't get what you deserve. 

:D

watching twilight! kyaaa~!

ahh! i just had to write about this.

so we all know that twilight is finally here in the philippines. and like WOW i watched it TODAAY!

i skipped our practice just so i could meet my old friends and watch this freakin' incredible movie. well, i did ask permission from aura weeks ago so it should be legal.

i first heard about twilight from my former classmates. they were asking me over and over and over again, "nabasa mo na yung twilight?". so i was really curious at that time what twilight was. so i went to a bookstore and searched for it, found it and thought of buying it. but on second thought, i didn't. it was sooo MAHAL!

so, i just asked one of my classmates if they know about it. then gave told them what my classmates had said to me and convince them to buy it. hopefully, cheska bought it last summer, and finally i could read it! YAAAY! thanks a lot CHESKA!

anyway, i just read the book this year. and it was the time when the movie industry decided to make it into a film. so i was a little happy about that. at first, i didn't like the celebrities that played them, especially alice and edward. alice looked a little too old for me, and i didn't expect that robert would be playing edward. i mean like, WHOA! but now, WOOOW!!

so, i was like sooo kilig reading twilight. sooo romantic. yun nga lang nung time na yun, i didn't like edward without bella and vice versa.

then, the movie came. last night, i wasn't too excited about the movie. i was excited meeting my friends. i mean, we didn't see each other for like 2 years?? yahh.

today came and i went to shang to watch with them. grabee, it was sooo GOOD, in my opinion.

yun nga lang, feeling ko kapag di mo pa nabasa yung libro, medyo malilito ka. pero nakakakilig talaga eh.

grabe, nung una sabi nung mga friends ko napanood na daw nila twilight nung premiere and they were telling me na many were screaming that time. and they watched in sm. so, since nasa shang kami, i expected people to be awfully quiet in the cinema so i just have to be civilized in order to save myself from humiliation.

then, when there was this scene where edward was with bella (they were a couple at that time na and edward's like proud of it) wearing cool shades, there were many who were screaming! 

i mean SCREAMING! woow! grabe.

galing talaga!

so, natapos na yung movie and we were exploring the mall, trying to memorize it but sadly, we can't. my friend said, "i miss edward." and ako din! grabee. HIS VOICE! his voice i tell you! his voice! ang galing talaga, nakakakilig talaga eh!

then, naaalala ko yung scenes sa movie. and halos paulit-ulit naming sinasabi, "i miss edward. tara, let's watch again." like edward had said in the movie, "it's like a drug..." ARRRGHH!

addicted na ako kay rob pattinson.

ARRGGH!! parang ngayon, wala nang kwenta yung crush ko. parang mas higher level na si EDWARD at si ROBERT PATTINSON. aaahhh!! grabe! supeeer.

AHHH! ang galing talaga! HIS VOICE!

if you think i'm crazy, go watch the movie! :D

nakakainis! why do i have to be addicted like this! ahhh, i miss HIS VOICE! arrrgh!

watch it! watch it! watch it!

WATCH IT! i tell you! :D

do i dazzle you?

waaah! TWILIGHT!

a stressful sembreak.

hahaha, this would be my second time posting about my sem break.

well, it's not really that stressful. much has happened and gladly, i'm still alive. our class was busy with practicing a performance on the december christmas concert. it was fun.

this week, i learned how to play MAHJONG!! yeah! it's so fun! then i got to go to divisoria with my classmates. we hunted for cheap materials for our costumes. that was fun too although at first i really didn't want to go because the weather is bad. well, all turned out well and we managed to buy some stuff for our costumes.

i love my section.

anyway, JOYCE now is not the time to go smiling and relaxing, you still have lots of work to do!! >:O

really, i'm still not collecting tin cans for our economics project. ate kim called me and she said they were talking about ditching the project. i don't know if it's true or not but it'd be great if it is. i haven't contacted my partner arlene for our mapeh report. then, i have calculus project. i haven't started 'cause i know i can't do it all by myself. i mean, it's HARD for me. :D

ahh, another thing. USTET. hahaha, this one was easy. much easier compared to UPCAT. the campus was nice. it's clean. the university may be old but not the buildings. cool school, lots of food stalls and restaurants. great place. :)

something's still missing with my sem break. i didn't get to meet with my former classmates at all. and i was planning to go to their houses and talk about stuff. i guess they're busy too. (pessimism) or they don't consider me a friend anymore. . . :(

hahaha, i don't think they'd do that. probably they're out of town.

ah! i didn't attend practice yesterday. parents were mad at me for always coming home late. and i was burning cash recently. >:D short on money.

my day was pretty boring. because i was kind of nagtatampo because they didn't allow me to go to the practice, i didn't take a bath until it was 10 in the evening or something. all i did was sit, read, watch and eat. maybe a little walk inside the house but i didn't clean. hahahaha! :) REVENGE!!

i got to watch DEATH NOTE 3: L - change the world. L LAWLIET, i love you!! :D

cool movie! a great watch if you've seen death note.

then, when i have finished watching, i read tons of shoujo mangas. hahahaha! :D that is the life.

i wonder what happened with practice kahapon. . . hmm, i heard from ate kim na napagalitan sila for whatever reason that was. what went wrong? hmm . . . :(

i'm gonna post another one tomorrow, probably. :D

there is no telling what will happen tomorrow. (?)

waha, drama na naman!

nyahahahaha. joke! :D

anyway, exam week na namin. ahh, patayan na naman ng brain cells! pero ayos lang, since siguro isa na ito sa mga araw na mag-eexam ako as a high school student.

ayun, actually dapat gumagawa na ako ng mapeh project pero tinatamad pa ako.

SEM BREAK: oo, may sem break kami. pero 1 week lang. hindi nga siguro ako magbabakasyon kasi mageensayo kami ng kanta at sayaw para sa concert (?) namin sa december 12. yess naman! hahaha!

hmm, ano na nga ba ang nangyayari sa buhay ko ngayon? well, ganun pa rin. kain dito, kain doon. hahahaha. :D

masarap ang feeling na kilala ka ng lahat ng kaklase mo. di ka loner. nakakatuwa mga kaklase ko ngayon. UNPREDICTABLE ang mga reaksyon nila. at least minsan, MINSAN lang talaga, united kami. lalo na pagdating sa mga homeworks.

nakakatuwa talaga ngayong year kasi ngayon lang ako naka-experience ng notes na isesend sa iyo kasi naka-powerpoint o kaya naman through cellphones. nakanaks! ASSSTIG! tapos uso na sa amin ngayon ang hand-outs. di na kami nangangapang kumopya sa board. hahahaha.

ngayon ko lang din maramdaman ang kabang dadalhin ng MAPEH sa akin. ewan ko ba kung bakit ang reklamador ko. kasi 10 buhay ng tao ang kailangang memoryahin. nakakabaliw! :D

kontento na ako sa buhay ko ngayon. hahayaan ko muna yung mga nakakairita sa paligid. may panahon din sila sa akin.

anyway, magaling na OIC si sir zape. ang galing niya talaga! grabe! :D

may PERA SA BASURA nga pala kami. masaya to kasi nag-iikot kami sa bahay-bahay para manghingi ng hindi na ginagamit na papel, plastic bottles, karton. kung may tanso kayo diyan, bigay niyo naman. nag-iikot din kami sa lower years. new experience yun! pero hindi na bago sa akin ang kapalan ang mukha at magmakaawang humingi ng kung anu-ano. sanay na. hahaha. :D

masarap ang pizza kina rose anne. mura na, makapal pa ang tinapay. . . pati na ang KETCHAP.

hindi ko rin makakalimutan yung mr. and ms. mand sci kung saan publicly naming binully si PRANING. ewan, medyo irita talaga kami dun. boto ko talaga nung una sa shikaena (tama ba?!), pero nasarapan akong sumigaw ng arianne, almond! and hanga ako kay arianne, kaya ARIANNE ALMOND!

haay, masarap nga talagang maging high school student.

napag-usapan nga namin nung isang araw na last year na talaga namin to. wala nang balikan.
pagka-graduate. goodbye HS na talaga.

and talagang gusto kong sulitin tong time na to kasi alam ko na pag nag-college na, hiwa-hiwalay na talaga kami. (depende na lang kung tinadhana talaga kayo para sa isa't isa which is soooo impossible) mahirap nang tumawa kapag matagal kayong di nagkita. iba na ang mga uri ng jokes na tinatawanan niyo, iba na ang mga trip niyong words. yung mga pananaw sa buhay, mag-iiba yan panigurado. iba na ang mukha ng mundo sa lahat. hindi na magkakapareho ang tingin sa tao. baka hindi na malait ang ibang tao kasi naging banal na. eto ang pinakamatindi, either nahihiya o limot ka na nila. :(

mahirap kapag ganun. mahirap makipag-usap and eventually baka hindi na talaga mag-usap kasi nakakita na ng mas masaya, mas kuwela at mas may katuturang barkada.

nakakalungkot isipin pero ganun talaga. hindi na pare-pareho ang growth namin. yun ang sabi ng madre sa amin dati.

pero sana, hindi ko talaga malimutan lahat ng ginawa ko sa hayskul. ayoko talagang kalimutan at sana di rin ako makalimutan ng hayskul.

anyway, tama na ang drama. what's important is the present, right?!

drama. :)

i miss being a friend. :(

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these past few days, i feel like i'm a villain of some childish cartoon show. . .  wherein i got mad because i was jealous, threw all those times i felt happy with the world. i made myself believe i was alone. i made myself an emo inside. (yuck, joyce! totally kadiri!)

i never wanted to be the bad guy. i made everyone around me think i'm the good one. pointed my finger and put the blame on that person. i was out of control. my mouth didn't stop. 

now, i recalled the times i praised persons whole heartedly, trusted undoubtedly and find each and every good thing a person has despite his/her imperfections. i miss being that person.

i miss being the kind girl i was.  :(

i was driven by my wild emotions, wild imaginations, wild assumptions.

i don't know exactly what happened to me. but i'm sure that i was jealous at one point of time. i compared myself to others. i was obnoxious. i was annoying.

i think it's time for me to stop.

because i do want to change and return to how i was before. :D

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The friend is the man who knows all about you, and still likes you.  ~Elbert Hubbard, The Notebook, 1927

One's friends are that part of the human race with which one can be human.  ~George Santayana

True friendship comes when silence between two people is comfortable.  ~Dave Tyson Gentry

Friendship is unnecessary, like philosophy, like art.... It has no survival value; rather it is one of those things that give value to survival.  ~C.S. Lewis

True friends stab you in the front.  ~Oscar Wilde

Probably no man ever had a friend that he did not dislike a little.  ~E.W. Howe

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pasensya sa ka-dramahan ng post na ito. :D hehehehe.

viva la vida - live the life

hahaha, it's been soooo long since i last posted. and that last post was LAME! :D

anyway, i'm addicted to COLDPLAY's song, VIVA LA VIDA which. if translated to english, means LIVE THE LIFE. joyce likey! hahaha. :D

same as the older posts, the title does not have any connection to the real post. if you have noticed this a long time ago, i congratulate you. YAY! you are sooo smart, just like ME! kidding! :)

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the end of first quarter

*sigh* at last, tapos na din ang lahat ng may kinalaman sa first quarter except sa bigayan ng cards. WAAAH!

i hope the times when i go home late because of a class project ay maulit. though i was tired, stressed and life was sucked out of me, it was FUN. i learned more about my classmates. by more, i mean MOOOORE. hahahaha.

i was a bit irritated that time because of some internal conflicts but hopefully i'm over it na. yay for me! :D

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to me, a FRIEND is still a FRIEND no matter what happens.

i know i might have backstabbed them but i do hope they'll understand my reasons. such as i was tired, jealous, begging for attention, blah, blah . . . i do not intend to mention all of my flaws here. hahaha, :D

there were a lot on my mind lately. including internal conflicts. maybe i'm just paranoid over those things. pero, really. . . i feel guilty of not trusting my friends na. i don't know. i just felt something one day na, natanong ko din ang sarili ko, "WHO ARE MY FRIENDS?". i know my friends would feel bad about this, pero i really don't know talaga.

tapos pumasok din yung, "IF THEY ARE MY FRIENDS, ARE THEY REAL?". whooaa, saan nanggaling yun. then, na-recall ko yung mga times naaa.... SHH!

tama na ang drama, FRIENDS are still FRIENDS.

i have to accept them for who they are and what they are. i have to if i am a friend.

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i have thought of what i'll do with these remaining days of high school life. i'll make myself memorable. it does not have to be in a special kind of way. i want my classmates and schoolmates remember that once in their high school life, there was a JOYCE who became part of their day, who brought sunshine in their lives, who inspired them to do things, who made them smile. hahaha, kidding. let's change that.

there was a JOYCE, simply a joyce who was their classmate, who made wacky faces in any i mean in any time of the day, who would always be there when they needed help. :) yess, ang bait! hahahaha.

i know that i would not, really, forget my classmates. i do wish my brain would cooperate with me. :(

i promise to not waste any moment of life in school. i would let myself know them better, let them know me better, be closer to my classmates. be attached to my school. hayaan mo nang maiyak ako sa end, that would be better. mas masaya.

ang bilis ng mga pangyayari. ang bilis ng oras.

truly, ngayon pa lang, masasabi ko na mamimiss ko ng sobra-sobra ang mandaluyong science. ang pagpasok ng before 6.30 every monday, and pagkanta ng hymn, ang pag-recite ng panatang makabayan, si sir septimo, at ang mga OICs (bitter ba?!), ang mga teachers (kasama na ang mga tamad at di nagtuturo at nakakaantok), ang pagpasa ng scrapbook na naging notebook, pagpunta sa lab, mga programs, mga panlalait sa school mates at sa ibang years, pakikipag-away, mga classmates, baraha, bola, face paint, bulletin boards, white boards, reading nooks, di madaanang stairs, maduming cr, madugang canteen, mga kuya o ate manong o manang guards, ang maliit na gate, ang back gate, gummy worms sa labas, mga sigawan, habulan, iyakan, tawanan. dito naganap ang second growth ko. ngangawa talaga ako kapag tapos na ang high school life ko.

ENOUGH!

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CARPE DIEM - seize the day.

starting now, I'll really really seize the remaining days.

i'll live the life. the life of a batang mandsci.

yess! hahahaha. :)

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ang cheesy naman ng kinalabasan ng post na to. EWWW!

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-_- Only a life lived for others is a life worthwhile. -_- Albert Einstein

-_- Only when we are no longer afraid do we begin to live. -_- Dorothy Thompson

-_- Do not take life too seriously. You will never get out of it alive. -_- Elbert Hubbard

*ponder*