viva la vida - live the life

hahaha, it's been soooo long since i last posted. and that last post was LAME! :D

anyway, i'm addicted to COLDPLAY's song, VIVA LA VIDA which. if translated to english, means LIVE THE LIFE. joyce likey! hahaha. :D

same as the older posts, the title does not have any connection to the real post. if you have noticed this a long time ago, i congratulate you. YAY! you are sooo smart, just like ME! kidding! :)

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the end of first quarter

*sigh* at last, tapos na din ang lahat ng may kinalaman sa first quarter except sa bigayan ng cards. WAAAH!

i hope the times when i go home late because of a class project ay maulit. though i was tired, stressed and life was sucked out of me, it was FUN. i learned more about my classmates. by more, i mean MOOOORE. hahahaha.

i was a bit irritated that time because of some internal conflicts but hopefully i'm over it na. yay for me! :D

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to me, a FRIEND is still a FRIEND no matter what happens.

i know i might have backstabbed them but i do hope they'll understand my reasons. such as i was tired, jealous, begging for attention, blah, blah . . . i do not intend to mention all of my flaws here. hahaha, :D

there were a lot on my mind lately. including internal conflicts. maybe i'm just paranoid over those things. pero, really. . . i feel guilty of not trusting my friends na. i don't know. i just felt something one day na, natanong ko din ang sarili ko, "WHO ARE MY FRIENDS?". i know my friends would feel bad about this, pero i really don't know talaga.

tapos pumasok din yung, "IF THEY ARE MY FRIENDS, ARE THEY REAL?". whooaa, saan nanggaling yun. then, na-recall ko yung mga times naaa.... SHH!

tama na ang drama, FRIENDS are still FRIENDS.

i have to accept them for who they are and what they are. i have to if i am a friend.

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i have thought of what i'll do with these remaining days of high school life. i'll make myself memorable. it does not have to be in a special kind of way. i want my classmates and schoolmates remember that once in their high school life, there was a JOYCE who became part of their day, who brought sunshine in their lives, who inspired them to do things, who made them smile. hahaha, kidding. let's change that.

there was a JOYCE, simply a joyce who was their classmate, who made wacky faces in any i mean in any time of the day, who would always be there when they needed help. :) yess, ang bait! hahahaha.

i know that i would not, really, forget my classmates. i do wish my brain would cooperate with me. :(

i promise to not waste any moment of life in school. i would let myself know them better, let them know me better, be closer to my classmates. be attached to my school. hayaan mo nang maiyak ako sa end, that would be better. mas masaya.

ang bilis ng mga pangyayari. ang bilis ng oras.

truly, ngayon pa lang, masasabi ko na mamimiss ko ng sobra-sobra ang mandaluyong science. ang pagpasok ng before 6.30 every monday, and pagkanta ng hymn, ang pag-recite ng panatang makabayan, si sir septimo, at ang mga OICs (bitter ba?!), ang mga teachers (kasama na ang mga tamad at di nagtuturo at nakakaantok), ang pagpasa ng scrapbook na naging notebook, pagpunta sa lab, mga programs, mga panlalait sa school mates at sa ibang years, pakikipag-away, mga classmates, baraha, bola, face paint, bulletin boards, white boards, reading nooks, di madaanang stairs, maduming cr, madugang canteen, mga kuya o ate manong o manang guards, ang maliit na gate, ang back gate, gummy worms sa labas, mga sigawan, habulan, iyakan, tawanan. dito naganap ang second growth ko. ngangawa talaga ako kapag tapos na ang high school life ko.

ENOUGH!

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CARPE DIEM - seize the day.

starting now, I'll really really seize the remaining days.

i'll live the life. the life of a batang mandsci.

yess! hahahaha. :)

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ang cheesy naman ng kinalabasan ng post na to. EWWW!

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-_- Only a life lived for others is a life worthwhile. -_- Albert Einstein

-_- Only when we are no longer afraid do we begin to live. -_- Dorothy Thompson

-_- Do not take life too seriously. You will never get out of it alive. -_- Elbert Hubbard

*ponder*