Sunday, October 5, 2008

drama. :)

i miss being a friend. :(

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these past few days, i feel like i'm a villain of some childish cartoon show. . .  wherein i got mad because i was jealous, threw all those times i felt happy with the world. i made myself believe i was alone. i made myself an emo inside. (yuck, joyce! totally kadiri!)

i never wanted to be the bad guy. i made everyone around me think i'm the good one. pointed my finger and put the blame on that person. i was out of control. my mouth didn't stop. 

now, i recalled the times i praised persons whole heartedly, trusted undoubtedly and find each and every good thing a person has despite his/her imperfections. i miss being that person.

i miss being the kind girl i was.  :(

i was driven by my wild emotions, wild imaginations, wild assumptions.

i don't know exactly what happened to me. but i'm sure that i was jealous at one point of time. i compared myself to others. i was obnoxious. i was annoying.

i think it's time for me to stop.

because i do want to change and return to how i was before. :D

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The friend is the man who knows all about you, and still likes you.  ~Elbert Hubbard, The Notebook, 1927

One's friends are that part of the human race with which one can be human.  ~George Santayana

True friendship comes when silence between two people is comfortable.  ~Dave Tyson Gentry

Friendship is unnecessary, like philosophy, like art.... It has no survival value; rather it is one of those things that give value to survival.  ~C.S. Lewis

True friends stab you in the front.  ~Oscar Wilde

Probably no man ever had a friend that he did not dislike a little.  ~E.W. Howe

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pasensya sa ka-dramahan ng post na ito. :D hehehehe.

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