ichigo ichie.

ICHIGO ICHIE.

it means that you only have one chance in life. so don't waste it.
in a life-or-death situation, there is no chance to TRY AGAIN.

it means "one encounter, one chance."
every encounter with someone should be treated as if it were a once in a lifetime occurence.

it is a japanese quote that tells us that we should live life as if it is our last day.

let's not waste time.

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what i should be doing right now: studying ( or should i say memorizing? ) for zoology long test.
what i am doing now: LOL. doing nothing.
what's in my mind: "LOL. awhile ago you said we shouldn't waste time. what's this?"

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PROM IS NEARRR!

rawr! i don't know if i should be excited or get depressed.
i really don't wanna go to that prom.
i really think it's a waste of money and TIME.

arrrgh!!

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i'm really, really, really confused right now.

i don't know what to do with myself!

am i just jealous or do i really hate them for a certain reason? hmmm.

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i'm a very bad person, you know.
i'm hating everyone right now. and i don't know why.

i'm lonely in a sense that i couldn't find someone whom i can look up to ( like idol ). i think i know why. it's because i'm a damn perfectionist. but not the perfectionist as in "perfectionist". it's hard to explain. better not waste my effort in explaining since no one's reading this thing.

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i saw SAM CONCEPCION today.

and gosh, he was soooo handsome! i didn't expect him to be so good-looking. i felt like i was staring at some kind of an angel.

he visited our school this morning. although we really didn't make a big fuss over it, i still felt that it was a special day for me and for JELLAH (a classmate who's an avid fan of sam).

his skin was so smoooooooooth!

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*sigh* i should study ( memorize) now.

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-_- someday i'm finally gonna let go, 'cause i know there's a better way. and i wanna know what's over that rainbow. i'm gonna get out of here someday. -_-

-_- steve earle -_-